What did I know?

Dear Diary,

Oh, there are plans. There are festival plans and socializing plans and birthday plans. We will introduce Edwin to some local City B bands tomorrow, and hopefully he will show off his newly-acquired walking skills to all of our friends who we haven't seen probably since the last time we went to this particular festival, two years ago, before I was even pregnant. Before I understood what parenthood would be like, being completely smitten by a pointing, biting, clapping, swatting, yelling, hugging, laughing, throwing, often sticky little mad man who looks a lot like my husband.